Do you remember the promise ring? The surprise on sixth month and a year and 6 months? Do you remember kissing in the downpour in the middle of summer? Do you remember me sleeping on your floor for a week straight? Dancing to sway by Michael? Do you remember me cooking for you? Playing with your hair? Defending you? Trying everything you asked me to? Trying food? Do you remember painting my nails? All the notes we wrote?
Tina. I need you.
I dream about you and your family every night and wake up sobbing every day.
I’m hell on heels and I’m coming for you. Bitch.
Sarah. I miss you so much.
I keep having nightmares. It’s always about Tina saying she doesn’t love me anymore. I can’t stop crying. I’m not okay.
I went rock climbing today and could only think about Kim. Tyler and I both miss her. We kept seeing things with ohm symbols on it and owls. I almost bought her something for her birthday.